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Brother's day | Modern!AU

Fri, 24 May 2013 20:33:31 +0200

Kean smiled warm while he looked upon the older as he thought about the choice of movie. That his brother always made choices to please other’s was something Kean thought a lot of and his heart always got warm as he saw how Ferris did it for himself. “Okay. Then we’ll take this one. I haven’t seen it yet, but i heard some guys speak of it in the store, they said it was pretty good; a mix between action and drama I suppose”. Kean dragged out the dvd and then rose, opening the folder to take the disc.

He took a slow step while doing this but looked up at his brother when he heard the question, his heart taking a slight flip; if it was out of nervousness or happiness he did not know. The first thought that appeared in his head was; of course I’m not enjoying it. I don’t wanna be alone. But he shook it off, playing cool. He so desperately wanted to make a good impression on his brother every day even though he knew that his brother already liked him. But he couldn’t imagine to live in a world where he didn’t.

“Yeah. I guess” he smiled a little and lifted his gaze to meet his brothers, almost as if he was afraid what he would think. He couldn’t posible understand that he could speak so easily about the fact. There was something inside of Kean that hurt as soon as they talked about partners. But he couldn’t understand what it was. “What about you then? Found someone yourself?” He swallowed and walked to the dvd, put the disc inside and started looking after the remote. All this with a slightly bent head to hide the blush which he suspected had appeared on his cheeks. That his brother had found someone shouldn’t mean anything bad for Kean, but despite this he couldn’t deny that he felt jealous.

When he heard his brother asking back without even really answering his question he couldn’t but had to laugh nearly louldy. “Well when I tell you I am at home for the first time since four days you can may find the answer by your own. Who could handle a life with a partner who is more away and on the steet as at home? And you know I woild never give up this job even uncle and mother hate it. She told me just for a week that it would be too dangerous but you know I love it. This is all what I wanted to do. Helping people who need it and who don’t have a good life like you and I.”

Ferris would never give this up, for nobody in this world except one person. The blue eyes looked thoughtfully to Kean and when his brother felt next to him to the couch he couldn’t different as to run his fingers through the short curly hair. “You cut your hair again, didn’t you? I like it when it’s a bit longer. Not much but a bit. It…..” He blinked and shook quickly his head: “Ah forget it. I was just….I am just tired. Let us watch the movie.” How embarrassing. He was nearly on the way to tell him he was really good looking with longer hair but what when Kean would notice it?

The social worker could be happy that his brother never noticed his views on him, when he tried to notice every singel detail. The way how Kean stroke over his own hair, when he bite thoughtfully his lower lip or how excited he looked when he told his brother something great. For Ferris his brother was just a perfect man, something he would never have and after it was impossible he could also give his whole life into his job. it helped him to forget these forbidden thoughts. Well for a short while.

Open Starter

Fri, 24 May 2013 20:22:00 +0200

telksykitten:

As a gust of wind blew across them she shivered. The rain was bringing in the cold and she wasn’t dressed for it. She turned to look at him, her brain processing what he’d said as she observed him. He’d wrapped his arms around himself like he was trying to keep out the cold just with the barrier of his arms and she had to smile at that. “I’ll keep fighting, don’t worry. We should probably head inside, it’s getting cold out here.” She stood and held out her hand to him to help pull him up.

The young dwarf looked up to her with a small smile and stood up by his own. “Thank you. Going inside sounds like a really good idea. I mean not that I don’t like it outside but I am afraid it will rain soon. It’s the time of the year when rain comes often surprising even it was sunny all over the day.” Fíli took his swords and stretched his arms. “And a bit walking is great as well. I was too long inside today.”

ask-the-tooth-fairy: //Pfffft it is completely okay xD Let me just get this into the drafts as...

Fri, 24 May 2013 20:18:24 +0200

ask-the-tooth-fairy:

//Pfffft it is completely okay xD Let me just get this into the drafts as well, and I shall get to work with all of these!

//Take you all the time you need. I let you wait sometimes even a week so by me you can always do mine at the last one.

Dublin. | Modern!AU

Fri, 24 May 2013 20:16:27 +0200

runawayhobbitcharlie:

Charlie smiled when he answered a phone. “Hello, Mr What-was-your-name-again?” She felt quite sorry for that but she happened to forget his name. Well, in the morning she was a bit in the stress, talked with him just for few moments and overall, she was always really bad with names. She listened to him silently and in the end just chuckled lightly. “If you can tell me where can i find you, then I’m gonna pick you up. Because I don’t count on you’d know where I am if I tell you I’m on the edge of the Saint Stephens Green, right?” she didn’t mind talking to strangers, especially when they seemed trustworthy.

She touched the box with pizza and her stomach make a noise she prayed wasn’t loud in the call. She reached her hand and picked up one slice of her ‘Quatro formagi’ and bit it while waiting for his answer.

Ferris looked around to find something what could help her to find him but that wasn’t even really easy. Here was many things completely different and he was even a bit too shy to ask somebody for it. How stupid, that was what he did in London the whole time to find people. This was normally a part of his job but he wanted to look smart by the stranger women. “Ferris, you know that is fine. By so many names everybody get easily confused.”

The social worker made some steps and looked to the sky: “I am not exactly sure where I am. I just can say it’s twenty minutes away from the Train Station where we met this morning. I could go there and we meet us infront of it? There were the bus waits.” For Ferris it sounded like the best idea right now.

something incredible | Toothiana and dwarfling Fíli

Fri, 24 May 2013 19:59:24 +0200

ask-the-tooth-fairy:

“Yep. I was human before I became like this.” she repeated, then shrugging her shoulders. “Well, one of my parents wasn’t entirely human. So, once I had hit a certain point in my life, I became the way she was before she’d married my father.” Her parents were nothing but surprised once the change had even happened. Surprise then turning into fear of what fate would become their daughter once the villagers had seen.

She let out a small laugh as the dwarfling was on his feet, bouncing up and down. He seemed more than just a bit excited to hear this tale now. She nodded her head at his next question. “I was very scared. I don’t know who wouldn’t be to go through such a change. I was even scared to tell my parents what was happened for a time.”

“But, once the change was over with, I was… I guess excited.” she began to explain, a smile on her face. “Because I was able to fly, do things the other children could not. Finding secret places perched high somewhere, or finding them from where only a bird would be able to spot them.”

Fíli just could say that he was more than happy to be a dwarf and he never wanted to be something different. And of course Kíli needed him like he was now. He would be a good big brother and never let the smaller one alone no matter how old they were. This was a promise he had given his mother after he had seen the other dwarfling for the first time in their lifes. Kíli meant everything for him.

He had a big grin on his lips and carefully touched one of her feathers. They were even softer than he had tought before and they were more beautfiul like every jewel Fíli ever had seen. “I think you are really pretty lady rainbow fairy” he said nearly shly then. She was it and he asked himself if the others looked like her too. “So you are living now with a lot of who look like you? Then you are not lonely right?”

The dwarfling was worried that she maybe missed her family and friends and to change like that must be hard for her. Fíli wanted to show her that he was happy that there was really somebody who gave up their life for such an important work even he still didn’t really understand what she was doing.

Open Starter

Fri, 24 May 2013 19:48:00 +0200

telksykitten:

“I’m afraid that the light inside of me is being crushed by the darkness. That’s what my nightmares are about…” She let the sentence trail away as she gathered the courage to tell him of the dreams that plague her sleeping moments. In the silence she saw the images again, as real as they’d been when her eyes were closed as she laid in bed. “I’m standing in a field, perched on top of a hill of bones. I look around me and all I see is death and destruction and I’m the cause. The bones are those of the people I loved and as I turn the sunlight catches my eyes and they’re cold, cruel, lifeless eyes. They’re the eyes of a person who no longer has a soul. And they’re mine. That’s the future that awaits me if I don’t learn quickly to control the darkness inside of me.”

Fíli just listened to her and saw to the sky. The dwarf was sure it would rain this night and he had the feeling the air was much colder right now. He wrapped his arms around his own body and kept the silence f after she finished speaking for a while. What should he said to it? The golden-haired swordman didn’t really believe he could change her oppion and he was not even sure if he did not believe her. Dís had always told their sons that in dreams were sometimes a bit the truth. “I can not say anything against your dreams” he replied calmly: “But when you let them controll yourself the darkness win before she even really arrived. Don’t give up now and try to find a way out of it.”

Stealing Charlies secret book....

Fri, 24 May 2013 17:24:56 +0200

Fíli walked as quietly as he could. Charlie wa no where to see and he needed to know what this secret book was Kíli had told him about. The dwarf looked around before he started to search for something in her bag, well knowing she would kill him for that.

“There’s another way in!”

Fri, 24 May 2013 16:06:16 +0200

“There’s another way in!”

And then the snow fell | Fíli and Mazon

Fri, 24 May 2013 10:52:16 +0200

mazon-mubmak:

With a smile and a nod, Mazon herself stood and watched as her friend packed his things. A tinge of sadness filled her for she did not know when she would see Fili again. Yet the fact that Mazon would visit Erebor lightened her mood. She could not wait to see the Lonely Mountain that her uncle had described all those years ago. “Safe travels my friend. When should I travel to Erebor?”

“You should wait a month. I will speak with my uncle before but right now it’s a bit busy so in a month it will be better. We just had Durinsday and some dwarves from other mountains are there. Nothing against you but not all will be happy to see somebody like you there. Every line of other dwarves fathers think different.” It was stupid but the truth. “I will send you a letter when it’s a good moment but until then I wish you a good time.”

belren: She noticed his change in behavior clearly. Belren pulled her knees up to her chest and...

Fri, 24 May 2013 10:49:11 +0200

belren:

She noticed his change in behavior clearly. Belren pulled her knees up to her chest and sighed as he went. She had been right to suspect she was just being a burden to them. So eventually she got up and went back to the city. She would no longer be a burden and be an intruder. Apparently she was not even entertaining enough, as he kept telling her what she missed, how uneducated she obviously was. There were plenty dwarves their ages, they were better off with them than with her.

His pride was bigger as the bad feelings he had a while later. Fíli was the one in his family who cared a lot and tried to do everything right but in the end he was also a Durin and could not easily give up everything. But his mood was terrible the rest of the day and also in the night. His family didn’t ask, they know very well he would not tell them what was happened on the sea.

Dublin. | Modern!AU

Fri, 24 May 2013 10:46:33 +0200

runawayhobbitcharlie:

There came some group of guys to the cafe and she recognized some familiar faces that she didn’t want to meet, so she rather quickly picked up her stuff, paid and sneaked out before they could notice her properly. She went through the city, just without any particular reason, and spent her time studying people around. That was a good thing about bigger cities, there were always people to study no matter what. Because yeah, she could meet so much people in one day and still, the next day there were just another ones.

It was an early afternoon when she decided to buy pizza in her favourite italian restaurant and go with it find a place to eat it. It was in the park, sitting on the bench when she remembered that piece of paper again. She felt better and felt like having some company, so she picked up her mobile phone and let it ring few times, quite nervous if he will answer it.

When his phone rung he smirked and pressed the green button. Secretly Ferris was surprised that she really called him but of course more than happy. “Hello miss Stranger” she hadn’t told him her name so it was the only way to speak with her. “It’s nice you called me back. Dublin is really a great cities, even a bit big.” The man walked through a street, looking over some old houses. He had read a lot about the history of Dublin and maybe it was interested to see. Actually he wanted to study Architecture but the wish to help others was bigger in the end.

“I mean if you like you could show me some interesting places. Dublin has a great and sad past but I would like it to see a bit.” Okay Ferris was a bit scared that she thought he was flirting but he was just nervous to speak with her without even knowing her name.

in-my-mouth: Sweet and Sour Meatballs

Fri, 24 May 2013 06:01:04 +0200

in-my-mouth:

Sweet and Sour Meatballs

foreverwanderingtheworld: The Hobbit - Fili and Thorin

Fri, 24 May 2013 04:01:42 +0200

foreverwanderingtheworld:

The Hobbit - Fili and Thorin

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Fri, 24 May 2013 02:02:41 +0200

Brother's day | Modern!AU

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:18:54 +0200

thatdwarfwithabow:

Kean smiled, biting his lips to hold back a laughter. “Was that party a little too wild for you brother?” He teased but then softened, he knew well that his brother had much to think of. He was the one feeling more responsible after all and he knew that all that he himself could be a bit demanding sometimes. So he had absolutely no problems with saying home to watch a movie; everything they did together would be great. “Movie is great. Was a while since we did that.”

He rose and went to the little locker where all the movies used to be, crouching into a sitting position to see better. “Are they still in here?” the younger wondered and opened it before he’d gotten an answer and scanned the backs of the movies that his brother had got. After a few seconds of looking he slowly turned around to glance at his brother. “Anything special? You can choose movie if you want?” He smiled and turned back into the locker. He wanted that this night would be as funny as all the other friday’s used to be. It was important for him that Ferris also enjoyed himself. It would’t be the same if he didn’t.

“Maybe-… that action movie you always thought was so cool?” Kean laughed a little. “The one you made me watch a thousand times some years ago?” He waved for Fee to come and look. “Or maybe some drama? Although I have to say that i’m in an action mood today”.

Ferris looked for a while to Kean. Since his brother had left a lot of things had changed for him to the best and for himself it was just boring and terrible lonely. When he and Kean had lived together years ago the social worker had a reason to try to be at home and to have something like a normal life but after he was gone nobody waited for home and nobody really cared if he was here or not. This was not the best to spending time here even he should.

So he gave the younger one a smirk and shrugged: “However you like. I am open for any movie and I am not sorry that there are just such an old stuff. I am not that often at home as that I would need many DVD’s.” Ferris was when he even came at home and had more time as just for a shower and five hours of sleep. Well sometimes he even cooked and that was something he loved in the past, together with Kean.

“So…do you enjoy your Single living life?” he asked amused but inside he was more than just a bit nervous. Every day he waited that Kean came and told him about somebody, that he had found a person he loved and he wished this as much as he hated the thought. To share his brother was odd but maybe it would help him to fortget these stupid feelings he had every time when he just thought on the younger brother and he knew they were wrong, but he could not even sleep from time to time.

thatdwarfwithabow: Kíli dragged a thumb over Fíli’s cheek and smiled. “Yes, but i’m not happy...

Thu, 23 May 2013 21:04:27 +0200

thatdwarfwithabow:

Kíli dragged a thumb over Fíli’s cheek and smiled. “Yes, but i’m not happy without you, and you know that. As long as i’m with you I have everything I need”.

Fíli wrapped his arms around his brother and looked deep into his eyes. “I would everything you ask me for no matter what it is. Your happiness is all what I always wanted and need. No matter what i have to do for it….”

Brother's day | Modern!AU

Thu, 23 May 2013 16:17:00 +0200

thatdwarfwithabow:

With happy steps Kean left his flat to go to Ferris. He’d looked forward to this day all week; like he always did. Once inside in the house his brother lived in Kean walked up the stairs, two steps at a time, before he finally got to Fee’s door. Standing still for a moment he pulled his earphones out of his ears and paused the music at the same time as he started to knock the door. Today had been a calm day at work, the music-store hadn’t really gotten that many costumers, which Kean didn’t mind of course; that only meant that he could listen to music the whole day. But it also meant that he was in an extra good mood today. “Fee-?” He sang and waited a little bit more before the door finally opened.

He greeted his older brother with a warm smile and a happy hug before walking in, throwing himself on the sofa; if they were to go out it always took a while so the younger brother took the liberty to wait there instead of in the entrance. He sighed happily and finally glanced at Ferris and saw that he was dressed for bed which made the younger chuckle. “Don’t tell me you forgot about today, brother?” Kean smirked raised an eyebrow. “Aw, and i’ve been looking forward to it all week! Well, you can’t back out anyway. What are we going to do? Go out?”

Ferris gave his best to smile and walked back to the living room. He knew that actually they wanted to go out but all what he had the engery for was to stay and look a movie at home. “What do you think about staying at home and watching a movie? I mean we had party when I was by you last week and damn Kee I had a long hard week. Don’t be angry with your old stupid brother. I’m not the youngest anymore” he laughed and looked to him. The social worker knew very well he was over 30 and his clock was ticking.

He saw thoughtfully to his small brother which was also a man but everytime he saw him Ferris felt younger again. “How’s your job running? I heard it’s a good time even when the most people buy her songs at the internet…We should order some food and having our fun here and if it’s a excuse. I have the drinks here you wanted the last time.” The man really felt bad for the forgotten day. “Please? We go out next week and I promise you to invite you to your favorite bar no matter how expensive it is. I got a bit more money this month sooo we have more room to having fun.”

And a nice evening alone with his brother was great. he liked it to have him for his own for a reason. But nothing he would ever tell him.

thatdwarfwithabow: “Fee… I would leave it all if it meant that i’d be with you”, he...

Thu, 23 May 2013 16:08:21 +0200

thatdwarfwithabow:

“Fee… I would leave it all if it meant that i’d be with you”, he whispered.

“But, it’s your life too” Fíli saw into his eyes and kissed him slowly. “You have to be happy too.”

Brother's day | Modern!AU

Thu, 23 May 2013 15:31:48 +0200

Sweet soft bed and a dark room. How wunderful it was when Ferris lie down and pulled a blanket over himself. The last three days there was no time or room for any sleep and the social worker was so tired. There was a special girl which as pregnant and she did not want to go to a house for you girls with this problems so he had spent the time with her on the street, talking a lot until she finally said yes and now he was finally at home and could rest. It was nearly evening and the most people in his age were still up or may even went out for some parties. Who knows. Such a life was long gone for him but he loved his jobs.

Ferris sighed happily and could feel how the sleep slowly came over his body when somebody knocked louldy on the door. He pulled the blanket over his head and growled. However it was he would not get up, he would sleep now, he deserved sleep more than anybody else in this house but the person infront of his door thought different and after five minutes he finally gave up and walked tired to look which idiot interput his sleep. But when he saw it he blinked and touched his forehead. “It’s Friday, isn’t it? Our brother’s day….” How could he forget it? The best day of the week, normally. Ferris sighed and openend the door: “Come in Kee.”

Reblog if you’ve formed a meaningful relationship with someone you met online.

Thu, 23 May 2013 15:30:52 +0200

Reblog if you’ve formed a meaningful relationship with someone you met online.